Actually there come thousand billion ideas in my mind upon this topic (which still continues my last post) about yeah, likewise and immortal, Life. I do live; I breathe, I blink, I move, I eat, I speak, I talk, I walk, I see, I love, I hate and more than something, I'm alive. I am who I am since my Mom gave me Vivid as my middle name, yes I'm grateful to be I am now. So, here the first point of Life : Be Grateful, Be Happy, and Smile (your enemies hate it). How precious your life is, how you can inhale and scream in the end of the edge; jump and fly away, feel the wind, feel that butterflies in the adrenaline; great.

What's next? I, myself, suddenly found this awesome formula yesterday. 2Give + 2For = Get. (whoops you won't find it in any tumblr or another sites hehe) here, it means that we have to Give, Forgive, and Forget. Another way to make your life more precious is, the forgiveness. Every of us has made failures, and we've apologize. People did the mistakes, we'd forgive them, just like we need them to forgive us by the time we apologize. Forgive and forget this rocks which break our social-bridge (I say) can make our journey to the grace easier and closer. Again, smile :)

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What goes around, comes around. Because in each variant there is a constant change, Physics said. And have you ever ask yourself, if God answers all of our prayers, were we ready?

I live and I own a liver. Without my liver I'm dead. Without my heart I'm dread. In Bahasa they have no differences.

Anyway, there live some people who'll feel alive when they're being extreme enough, they who prefer to be inline with the rules, they who love taking the risk, they who'll be satisfied with defeating others and being the winner, they who live and become more alive in the middle of that spotlight - crowd - popularity, or they, who feel safe behind the stage and seeing anything runs well. Which one are you? Somehow, there also live the people who can be any kind of those person in a random condition.
Here 2 kinds of Avril Lav's lyrics,

"Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive" - Anything But Ordinary

"You know I always stay up without sleepin',
And think to myself,
Where do I belong forever,
In whose arms, the time and place?

.. Can't help if I space in a daze,
My eyes tune out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World" - My World

Once upon a time, I was both of 'them'. Those time when I was labile, those period when I felt tired. And yes, that is life.

I love blue. I love sky. I love ocean. It makes me feel small, and admit God's Almighty, He is.
Wake up in an all-white bedroom, a lil bit messy yet comfy, see that morning sunshine from the windows, inhale, smile.. Touch those odd patterns and clothes.. Platform shoes and denim was never an option. I love my eyes they're my favorite, well, camera too―it's my third eye. I love freedom, I live in it.
When I watch a movie, I grow up. It seems like I've just traveled to someone else's life and it taught me about facing and solving a wide range of problems with its solutions. I could be another person and felt what s/he felt. What else? I love sweets so freakin much; candies, floats, words :) and as an extra, music is a flame, eternal, yet make our life feels eternal.

I love rain. It wipes my cloudy day and put that colorized bridge to the sky. A real dream.

When you stop dreaming, however, your life stops.
Leader begin with Dreamer. If you can dream it, you can do it, Walt Disney said (it's been my favorite motto)

Sleep less, dream more :)
In the name of
Heart, Art, and Earth.


"Get A Life!"

What is life?

A journey? For me it's an adventure.

A question? It's quite a mystery.
A tale? It's undeniably a legend.
A song? Make it a symphony.

It doesn't only lie on a paper, it lies on a canvas.

Is it an artwork? For me, it's a masterpiece.

Are you alive? I survive.

Sometimes I wonder, why do I wonder. 
"Life's not about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain!" Vivian Greene said.
Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain, but you can't have a rainbow without a little rain.
Life is good, enjoying life more than good. Be thankful for what you have. It might not stay yours forever. So when you drink your coffee this morning, don't forget to say, "Dear God, I'm happy. Thank You so much." :)

..and here we go again ♥

I am a leader

SOLO CAMP! I think all of the 3rd batch of Sampoerna Academy Malang is now crushed with this holy days :D

Hey Smandasa beraksi
walau panas terik matahari
berulang kali Smandasa beraksi
bagiku itu langkah pasti
Hari-hari esok adalah milik kita
Smandasa SMA kita semua
Smandasa SMA yang paling jaya
SMA yang selalu juara
Marilah kawan mari kita nyanyikan
sebuah lagu, hey!
Tentang kemenangan.....

Arrived with National Soldier's truck (btw I swear every of them was a kindhearted and full with love), 3 days without fresh water, a damn hot day yet bloody cold night and dawn, a long walk through steep hills and valleys, woods, slept underneath the raincoats, and the amazing caraka night, r-o-y-c-o, gatsby, koya, whoaaaaa greeeaaaaat!
The view; thousands lights from the people's house beneath us, and stars, the sunsets, that rising sun, that gigantic chimney, the full moon... ah we didn't bring any camera or cellphones *cry*
Fireworks, bonfire, and a stormy performing art, and the pledge plus beret throwing. They are undeniably unrepeatable. Thank you!

The future stretched away in front of us―unknown―unseen.

The photo below was taken after we had a breakfast. Then Serabi Imut... wrote some vows and engagement on a spot of the wall.. 21, timezone, k-patats, walked around and silently enjoyed the drizzle :) Thank youuu very much for a very nice Friday. Dear you, my everything.

Take me to your place
where our hearts belong together
I will follow you
You're the reason that I breathe

You're the one, you're my inspiration
You're the one, kiss, you're the one
You're the light that would keep me safe and warm
You're the one, kiss, you're the one

Like the sun goes down, coming from above all

To the deepest ocean and highest mountain
Deep and real deep I can see now

"I will take you home."

Trick or Treat?!!!

Pathway to Leadership (me griping 2 balloons on forward)

SA Batch 3
The midterm test was over. I ate everything, Marcomm and Journalistic thingy... Wrote for this, and that one too, newspaper, made friend with the deadline, there were some events and (indeed) should be reported, wrote for one of famous national newspaper, being interviewed for regional newspaper also, and one more, the Dormitory Committee's Inauguration. For the dessert, last week, we got a pathway to leadership workshop, and yes, it was amazingly motivating and fun, Miss Kadek was totally inspiring and awesome! A lot of unpredictable stories and fun games..... She did rock!

Of course, all of them had their own bonus; I was like holding myself again at the night after the inauguration, where I sank along in the euphoria, sang and jumped along, pretend that I was a real senior high school girl haha (no offense); I also could travel outside the dorm on the school newspaper's lay-outing, there was a comfy and cozy traditional-looking cafe nearby Malang Post called D Kampoeng where I spent time waiting the travello.

Well, apparently, we almost reach the end of October..wait, yes? Halloween? Nope, I don't have any pumpkin around. I just need some fine wine, and you need to be nicer. Who are "you" then? It's not only about romance fyi. How about the wine? I'm gonna grab my glass this weekend. Wish us luck. :)