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My mama told me when I was young
We're all born superstars...

-Lady Gaga

I'm not thinkin' 'bout you haters
'Cause, hey, I could be a superstar
I'll see you when you wash my car


Hey-hey-hey you and me keep on dancing in the dark,
it’s been tearing me apart, never knowing what we are.
Hey-hey-hey you and me keep on tryin to play it cool,
now it’s time to make a move and that’s what I’m gonna do...

This week goes crazy! Feels like I study in an Artist School! Especially when this thing happens :

The Synopsis.
Wisconsin, United States, is a very highly educated district which has several top high schools. One of them is Lancaster Senior High School. It’s considered as the highly recommended high school for parents, especially if theirs are smart or high-scored. Lancaster owns so many attractive extracurricular; they’ve been producing some celebrities and high qualified dancers and singers.
Lately, Lancaster feels threatened with the existence of a new high school, The Rufus King. Since its appearance in 2000, the school has achieved hundred of champions. A very surprising number, people know, as only the high-classed family could drop their children there.
Lancaster and Rufus King (RK) simply become rivalries for almost 10 years. Its school-hood is without-doubt full of competitions and dramas. But who knows? These are romance, friendship, music and dance could fuse the fences between the schools.
James and Jane from RK, have a very sweet best-friend story with Mia from Lancaster. Mia is one of Lancaster sopranos. They live neighboring in a real estate. They often hang out, having lunch or dinner together and even for dancing or singing. Nobody knows James has fallen for Mia from long ago.
Another story comes from Alex and Becca. Actually Alex was Lancaster, but since he was rejected from the team after singing the same song with the captain of the group in its team’s audition last year, Alex who owns limousine and hammer, simply could move to the RK afterwards. Lucky boy, he successfully joins the RK team for THE STARSHIP this year.
THE STARSHIP is a choir championship which has been held annually by University of Columbia to grab its National Crown. For the last 4 years, RK was staying on the top and never moves the Crown from their hands.
Becca is Alex’s sister who studies at Lancaster. In thus, they always have quarrel onto another. Their Dad was the alumni of Lancaster while their Mom graduated as The Rufus King, and both of them were the legends from this championship. Mr. and Mrs. Johnson let their children do what they want, as they believe when Alex and Becca get mature someday, they’ll laugh at the way they are now.
Pete, the smart-ass one, always practices dancing invisibly because his Mom never allows him to do so. Pete’s Dad, who has passed away 3 years ago, was a master of dance. Seeing her son dancing only makes Mrs. Knowles stuck on Pete’s Dad, as it hurts her slowly. Unfortunately, nothing could stop Pete; dancing is his biggest ‘lie’ either life, as it’s bloodily grown inside.
A shiny day of Wisconsin brings those wide smiles upon RK students, until they meet Mrs. Barker, their rude sport teacher. She ruins the exercises with grumping along, but the noon turns sweetly after they got a quality time for their newbie’s audition.
Of course some new members are needed. And the vacancies are filled up. The preparation runs right; they’re going to have some fun!
Who will grab the crown? Or will the two giants become one? You can never guess. Don’t miss it!

Inspired by Glee, we showed a musical drama during 1,15 hours, yes, me dance too -_-
Probably I'll take the video here on the next post hihi!

AFTERSHOW (sweaty faces)

It was really fun when I went to school at the morning, all the students walked through the school path bringing their properties, like, clothes with its hangers, shoes, wedges, hats, and bags like we were in Hollywood or broadways! At the nights before the show time, we always went down to the classroom for having the practices till midnight or something... Classrooms transformed to the studios! Well it's been a lifestyle since we've got a Mandarin Colossal Drama project. I don't know why all the teachers seemed to be a freakshow. But it is a great semester!!! We still have two big projects ahead : Percussion and Bahasa Indonesia Drama actually... and some field trips (arts and sociology) are waiting for us ;)

Today, we have no class, and it was switched by The Kartini's Day! There were Kartini and Kartono & Choir Competitions. And my class goes to the final tomorrow at 7 PM. Wish us luck :D

"Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause, baby, you were born this way..."

Dont be too siriyes. U need to be insane somehow.

Happy Anniversary doMPet! We commemorate the Happy 11 last week, and here is the post, just if you wanna seek some romantic lit: How you spell home.

Well, time flies! and people should realize they need an icebreak!
This what made me going crazy two days ago..

After having a dinner at Sirloin Steak then we went to @ NAV. Began with Kangen, ended by Kasih Putih.

From left to right, bottom to top: Nadia Megarani Sukma Arum me Aviruyana Dhefrinda Annisa Nuraini
Look at Niken (the leftmost one, wearing veil)


Things went wrong lately.

I need to know. Whether it's too cold or hot. I need to know how does it feel to touch my forehead with another hand. I couldn't read even a complete paragraph and it's worst than everything.

I need to know.

I need to know why it feels wrong.

Today I went downtown. Actually it had to be four, but only me trapped inside. No travello,  mostly late. Bad.
God saved me as always, I got a blue-vello. I was an addition there, and all the men sat like there was an earthquake. Rad.

Alone again, lonely at MOG, bought this and that one. Having lunch at my favorite resto + its greatest menu; Kwetiauw Ayam Siram. Gosh, I've died hard to taste this for a whole month, and I had to do that with a very.. desperate face. I didn't think I would tell you why.

It was raining cats and dogs, my youngest cousin said. I went upstairs again only for buying an umbrella. The old-fashioned one. Waiting in a line to cashier. And found a sunny sky after touching the gate.
These are my amazing-look directly after done em all. 
Ouch. It doesn't fit anything.


Nothing grows without water.

I've just realized a thing.
As a human, good things are better happened consciously. It helps us to memorize them all, and restore them in our heart rather than only in the cerebrum. I've just noticed today..
I was having lunch with a boy friend (see that space please) in a very cute place. Both of us weren't born at Malang, we never walked down the town - but today, at a very hungry afternoon, we decided to look for some daymeals around and chap! We found more than we expected before; a very comfort, cute, and mood-boosting small cafe. Two plates of batagor (Indonesian chips) simply made our day. The books. The view. The discussion. It simply fit me.
Afterlunch we got to wait the others. Under the drizzle. Two kids in scout uniform.

But the matter was.. if only it happened with that special one inside, it should has been my best day ever, the romantic one. But it's not.
I just find out that, the way we feel upon a story would never change it become a memory, unless we treat them so. We have that filter in our subconscious part of our brain which is connected to our heart to reflectively  decide whether it's romantic or not.
Memory needs your butterfly in your stomach, while an ordinary story needs time to be memorized.
Back to the day while seeing my puppy-love walked across the road in front of me. That morning when it was only me and someone, talked along under the rain. That feeling when my crush texted me a slice of 'Good morning', while now that is never enough. Haha.

From my seat beside the window tonight,


Is that the most that you can give?

This post is dedicated for my favorite band which... has been splitting up few weeks ago.... (crying out loud)
Well, this photos were taken when I was home last weekend, inspired by their lyrics from my favorite song, Dead!

My Chemical Romance, in memoriam.

And if your heart stops beating
I'll be here wondering
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this
Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway

Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand? It ain't exactly what you planned
And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?
Oh, dead

If like ain't just a joke, then why am I dead?